I’ve given him more than enough chances to let me go. I rejected it at first, even.
[ she scoffs, though it’s entirely self-deprecating. shiv has not said anything new yet; it’s all thoughts that she had had herself.
(and yet there’s something even more insulting about hearing it from the mouth of someone else. ayaka knows she’s right, but it still makes her want to defy it.)
with indignation showing in the form of thunder, she shakes her head. ]
No, I can’t control what Richard wants or does. If I used one of these, he would probably find some loophole to do whatever he wants anyway. If he wanted to get rid of me or kill me, then I know he would have done so already.
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[ she scoffs, though it’s entirely self-deprecating. shiv has not said anything new yet; it’s all thoughts that she had had herself.
(and yet there’s something even more insulting about hearing it from the mouth of someone else. ayaka knows she’s right, but it still makes her want to defy it.)
with indignation showing in the form of thunder, she shakes her head. ]
No, I can’t control what Richard wants or does. If I used one of these, he would probably find some loophole to do whatever he wants anyway. If he wanted to get rid of me or kill me, then I know he would have done so already.