That's a surprise.

[ but not said in a way where he'd judge her for anything. ]

I think it'd be reasonable to wish him dead after everything that he has put people through so far. [ especially after everything he did to siffrin. ] Clearly there were plenty of people wishing for that to happen.

[ when things looked like they could turn for the best(?). ]

May we get the chance to make it up to Siffrin; it'd be the very least that we could do for them.