If I were in their position…

[ ayaka gapes, trying to place herself in that scenario. dying, coming back, dying, coming back, over and over until you had a chance to fight back against your captors…

could she grab a weapon and defend herself? or would she simply roll over and let herself die?

… ]

I’d… I’d try. [ the response comes out like a sigh, shaky. ] I doubt I’d get as far as Siffrin, but I guess I can die thinking that hey, at least I tried.