[ ayaka knows what it's like to be cursed. to be haunted. though at the end of the day it had been a series of illusions and magic that had forced her to genuinely believe that the red riding hood was a curse, the effects of it still remain. ]
But at the end of the day, it was my choice. I didn't want Saber to die and Saber wasn't going to let me die. I'm not trying to be indifferent about this-- some days, I feel like I'm going to suffocate from the guilt. [ but each day goes on and it... doesn't get easier, but she has very slowly gotten better at managing it, she thinks.
though once again she feels like she has taken 50 steps back. ]
I meant what I said. Siffrin can curse me all they want, because it's what I deserve. And I don't want their forgiveness, because it'd be a slap to the face to ask for it. All I want is to bring you guys back to life, end this game, and then we can all go our separate ways.
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[ ayaka knows what it's like to be cursed. to be haunted. though at the end of the day it had been a series of illusions and magic that had forced her to genuinely believe that the red riding hood was a curse, the effects of it still remain. ]
But at the end of the day, it was my choice. I didn't want Saber to die and Saber wasn't going to let me die. I'm not trying to be indifferent about this-- some days, I feel like I'm going to suffocate from the guilt. [ but each day goes on and it... doesn't get easier, but she has very slowly gotten better at managing it, she thinks.
though once again she feels like she has taken 50 steps back. ]
I meant what I said. Siffrin can curse me all they want, because it's what I deserve. And I don't want their forgiveness, because it'd be a slap to the face to ask for it. All I want is to bring you guys back to life, end this game, and then we can all go our separate ways.